lol...i hv a new member in my blog....my UNCLE...as i felt dat he needed more exposure 2 d morden world...i decided 2 let hv sum "fun" in my blog...well, hope u guys will give a warm welcome...dun worry, i will still blog...await lot's more post ...CHEERIO!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Chinese New Year 2009
Today is the 3rd day of CNY. Took my parents down to JB , my sister's place.
Had lunch at her place as it was already late.
We were suppose to start off from Malacca at 10 am but ended up leaving only at 11.00 am .
This is because as we were to leave , my cousin and his family came to pay us a visit.
After lunch , took a short nap, by the time I wake up it was almost 5 pm.
Waited for my nephew to come back from his basketball game before leaving for dinner.
Had vegetarian dinner at Taman Sutera Utama.
After dinner , took my parents, my sister and my nephew to the new AEON Jusco Shopping Mall.
It was pretty big and comfortable to shop in.
Friday, January 23, 2009
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CNY or better known as Chinese New Year is juz a few days away... in fact, it is dis monday...normally, d feeling would be of an excited one...meeting relatives, cousins, recieving ang pow & of coz...APELAGI, MAKANLAH...for me though, dis year, i'd rather not celebrate it...dun ask me why though...i dunno...i juz dun hv d festive feel dis year...maybe it's coz of d STPM...i dunno...but watever it is...at least i got my i-pod 2 keep me company...but my cousins r sure 2 boo at me again...they always think i like 2 show off new stuff, flaunt my english...etc...well, who cares anyway...deep dwn in my heart, at least i noe who i really am...CHEERIO!!!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
A Love Letter to Her....
b4 i start...i would like 2 remind all dat dis letter is juz a letter written by me 2 whoever is concern 2 me & dat it is not 2 ALL...so pls do not give any silly comments...if u would like 2 give anything but proper comments 4 dis post, ur silence is best required...
To HER,
I don't know if you will ever recieve this letter or what will you do with it when you do recieve it. Will you open it and read it's contents? Or will you just throw it in the bin without so much as a glance or read. However, what I do and only ask from you is thatyou do open the letter and read it. What you wish to do with it in the end is fine with me. My heart is and will be content to know that you have read the letter from me.
When I first saw you, it was just like any other normal day. What I saw was a beautiful and innocent girl standing before me. At that time, nothing really special really struck me. The feeling in me then was mutual and normal. I just wanted to get to know you and at least be friends. I wasn't harbouring any special thoughts or feelings then. Indeed my wish came true. I got to know your name and some things about you. Friends we became.
Soon came the time to say goodbye. Or should I say I said goodbye first. Did I leave too soon? Was it the right time to say goodbye? That I will never know. But I sure as hope now that it never happen. Because it was after we parted that my feelings started to grow towards YOU. Don't ask me how, why or when. I don't know and that is the truth. The feeling just came. You can say it struck me like a hard blow. I found myself falling for YOU. I kept or rather an image of YOU, kept appearing in my head. Every SECOND, MINUTE, HOUR and DAY. Believe me, I tried my very best to clear YOU out of my head. Tried my best to convince myself that I was shitting myself, in my own fantasy, telling myself that the feelings for YOU were not true. BUT, ALAS, I slowly begain to realise and accept that I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU.
I really was lost then. I didn't know what to do. Should I let my feelings be known to YOU? If so, how should I do it? When should I do it? OR, should i just keep in ME? Let it ROT inside ME? Let me carry the PAIN inside my HEART? I went from the cheerful me to a different ME. Something was bothering ME. People around me notice. I just told them nothing was wrong. THOUGH, in my HEART...I knew what it was. Finally, I decided to express my feelings to YOU. maybe it was because I couldn't stand the pain anymore.
When I told you of my feelings for you, I really expected you to laugh. OR even tell me to dream on. OR worse, REJECT me. I didn't expect you to say you weren't ready to have a boyfriend yet. I tried to convince you to give it OR rather ME, a chance to prove myself WORTHY of YOU. Your answer was still the same . You were not ready. So, I said I will wait. Wait until YOU are READY.
Now, I when I look at YOU, I no longer see a beautiful and innocent girl. I see more than that. It would probably fill up PAGES if I were to list down all. In short, YOU are SPECIAL. OR rather, I see & feel something special in you.
I will be taking my STPM this year. I know that I'm suppose to put all my attention and focus towards this IMPORTANT test. I know that I should forget YOU, for the time being. BUT, I can't. I really CAN'T. So, I tell myself now that I must do well...DO WELL for YOU. Maybe then you will be ready. OR maybe then you will already have someone else in you heart. That I don't know. Only TIME will tell. BUT, I do know this. Whatever it is, I will wait for YOU.
I am convinced that my LOVE for YOU is TRUE, because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. You are my PRINCESS, and I am your devoted and faithful PRINCE. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when YOU finally accept me as YOURS. Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss .
Finally, I hope you will have read this letter and that it touches DEEP into your HEART.
WITH THOUSANDS of LOVE and KISSES,
EUGENE...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
How 2 Write A Sweet Love Letter by Eugene...
We tend to feel good when we make the people we love feel happy. dis can be done through many WAYS...one of them is by writing a letter...a LOVE LETTER...wen he or she does things that makes you happy or triggers sumthing in u...indrectly...u might juz find urself falling in LOVE wif her...so, wat do u do? 4 those wif no courage watsoever 2 express ur feeling face 2 face...APELAGI...it's time 2 write a LOVE LETTER..wouldn't say i'm an expert...but at least, dis is how i think it should be done...
so, 2 write a love letter...you'll need :
1) paper...important item...& lotz of them too...oh, a colour paper will be gd...
2) pen...preferably blue...do type...
3) envelope...one wif colour...
4) a draft...
5) somewhere quite...u dun wan ppl spying on u or spoil d mood...
6) a dictionary...u dun wanna get d spellings wrong...
First step : get urself in d mood...think bout all things beautiful bout her...
second step : think bout wat u wanna write & say...
third step : do a draft...it helps BIG TIME...
forth step : read & reread ur draft...
fifth step : wen ur statisfied...start writing...wif neat & clear handwriting...
sixth step :make sure ur letter is as romantic as ever...express all ur feelings in d letter...make sure it's touching & dat she'll see ur sincerity...
seventh step : once u r done...read d letter again...make sure it's prefect & 2 ur liking & standards...check 4 spelling mistakes & wat not...
eigth step : put ur letter into d envelope...& POST/SEND it 2 d girl...it's better 2 remain anynomous 1st...
ninth step : make sure she gets ur letter...find out her reactions...see wat she thinks & feels
tenth step : if her responds is gd...den i think it's time 2 tell her u wrote it...least she get's d wrong idea...
so, there goes how 2 write a love letter by ME...it does not neccessary work or be a gurantee success...but all i can say is dat u MUST hv d confidence 2 write 1...& lastly...GOOD LUCK...cheerio!! P.S :await my next blog...i'll be writing one...
Saturday, January 10, 2009
2nd Saturday of d year & 1st of d sch term...
Day: Saturday
Date: 10/01/2009
Time: 8:30 a.m.
Venue: Prefects Room, English College
Agenda: Spring Cleaning & F2 Prefects Installation Rehersal
...apaelagi...it's anotha post...2day. me post will be centered mostly in my sch...woked up early 2day despite it being a sat...suppose 2 be sleeping in...but wat 2 do? mr.zaky told us 2 be in sch 2day 2 do d f2 prefects installation rehearsal & clean up d prefects room 2 be ready 4 nxy week's anual meeting...sms veno last nite 2 inform her i was going...she was estactic...even asked me 2 pester alaga 2 be there...afterall, it's his room...i mean he's d head of d prefects room...so theoratically, it's d fella's room...so arrived in sch at 8...saw a white waja leaving d sch...raj came 2 my mind...was dat his dad sending him 2 sch? saw mr.chew...semangat as ever...1st sat of d sch term...oledi ask d st.john members 2 start marching practicse...he looked matching wif his car...black vios & his black st.john t-shirt...saw many st.john members oledi at d astaka practising...wonder if they'll win this year's marching competition during d sports day...BUT...if there was a prize 4 d MOST SEMANGAT UNIFORM TEAM...it will d st.johns...these ppl r really semangat...as i noe...they hv practicse ever sat expect 4 holidays & exams...moving on...headed 4 d prefects room...saw d owner...alaga...went in & called raj...my guess was rite...dat waja was his dad's..he was oledi in sch...told him 2 come over...showed him d new song i juz dwnloaded last nite...David Cook's Always Be My Baby...lent him my i-pod 4 awhile while i counted sum $$$...prefects money...sum juniors arrived...these ppl damn polite...too polite 2 be exact...each time 1 enterd d room...they would great me, raj & alaga wif "good morning senior"...made me feel important but a bit awkard...den lee cheng arrived...showed d file i made 4 d treassure stuff...resits, accounts...etc...got a praise frm her...gd job mate! mr.zaky arrived wif cik.rohanna...went in to d captain's room 4 d 1st time...it's gona be mr.zaky's frm nw on...den recieve a shocking news...cik.rohanna said dat d f3 prefect...edwin ho will be handed a surat amaran...why??? i was surprise 2 hear dat he is a very problematic student...he put his legs on d table in front of teachers...made a teacher abandon d class & worst...he brought a group of dtudents out 2 eat during sch time...MAN...to think dat i actually took a liking 2 dat boy...at 1st glance, he looks a very decent, sweet & polite boy...2 think he is like dat...MAN...will try 2 talk 2 cik rohanna bout d surat amaran...see if i can convince her 2 give dat boy a chance...meanwhile...i'll try 2 talk 2 him...instill sum sense into him...bout 9, called resh...dat fella was on his way 2 sch as well...not 2 help us up...but 2 attend sum spastic function sumwhere...d sch was juz his pitstop...was slighty dissapointed he didn't call me 2 accomany him...since navin who was suppose 2 go wif him cnt go...called thiva instead...DUDE...! started d rehersal...was kinda shity...these juniors....sigh...i'm really lost 4 words...gona be installed as official prefects...BUT...they dun seem d slightest excited at all...wat's wrong wif u ppl?? u gonna be official prefects...but u dun seem excited, pumped up, intrested or watsoever...felt like giving them a cold shoulder or talking 2...their sloth like & dull face attitude...was calling 4 a wake up call...unfortunately...i'm not 1 of d UP's...or i'd give it 2 them...saw sum f3 prefects lepaking around d sch compound...apelagi...went 2 them & told them 2 go clean up d prefects room...went bck awhile later & found them leaving...said they were DONE...DONE?? checked d room & found d floor unmopped, windows unwipped & everything still in d same place...MAN!!! u call dis DONE??? told them 2 get a cloth & start wif d windows...returned awhile later 2 find them DONE again...DONE??? not yet mate...floors not mopped & windows still dirty...wat were they doing...i dun noe...well, since they can't be depended 2 do a simple job(i mean, they hv a few ppl between them...if each 1 does sumthing...it will be over within a few hours...2 d very least)... i had them dissmissed...BUT b4 i told them off...told them 2 use their brains...if no pail, no detergent, no towel & no mopped...APELAGI...FINDLAH...staright away, i headed 2 pak mat d sch cleaner's room...GUESS WAT? found pails, mop & detergents...told them 2 help move d stuff in d room away b4 d they leave...NOW, comes d part dat spoilt my day...& added 2 my already down feeling...alaga returned frm his taekwondo training...as it was "his" room...he helped wif d spring cleaning...was gratefull 2 hv sum1 2 help me...but after 2day, i'd rather he never HELP...well, it was juz us 2 plus wafiy doing d spring cleaning...had alaga removed d curtains & wafiy do d dusting while i cleanned d desk...BOY, was it filled wif dust....wafiy left early as he had tuition...nvrmind...still hv alaga...& hopefull d other 6 UP's & F2 juniors...after an hour, d desk was cleanned, curtains removed, d tables moved away & d pails filled wif water & detergent, ready 2 wipped d windows...& dis is why i rather alaga not helped at all...his wierd idea of splashing water on d windows b4 wipping them was silly...why waste water & detergent??? anyway, didn't want 2 quarell wif my mate...so he did half d windows his way & half d windows were done my way...i was proven rite...splashing water on d windows not oni wasted d water but oso caused d floor 2 be wet...wat's worse was dat d floor was covered wif plastic flooring...d kind where it's kinda like a mat...see wat he's done??? now we hv 2 mopped d floor b4 i can sweep d dust away...i was in for more shock wen he wipped d windows...soaking d cloth in d water...he never squeze it...instead he juz went 4 d windows straight...& guess wat? instead of opening d cloth...he juz squeze d detergent on 2 d windows...WTH??? he doesn't even noe wat he's doing!!!! anyway, i let him hv his way...tried talking 2 him...but his stubborness got d better of him...sigh...hv it ur wat mate...after d windows were done...i told told him 2 mopped up d water on d floor 4 i swept...told him 2 leave d outside windows 2 d juniors...ran off 2 get sum drinks 4 d both of us...wen i return...dat fella was tackling d outside windows!!! DUDE...how stubborn & passive can 1 be??? so, i took 2 d task of mopping d water on d floor...wit dat done...i started 2 sweep...MAN...was d floor full of deberis & dust...d seniors & juniors return...but guess wat??? all gave d excuse of tired & having tuiton...wat 2 do?? so, all's left was me & alaga...d worst part soon came...d way he mop's d floor is SCARY...juz like d way he did wif d windows...never squeze d mop...if Steve Mahon was here...he'd say dis..."dat guy's got absolutely no brains watsoever"...DAMN MAN...alaga...den guess wat nxt...we i told him he was messing uo d place...he said dis..."aiyah....tired edi...monday affternoon den continue"...DUDE...r u blind??? r u outa ur mind??? d floor's we & soapy...puddles everywhere...d whole place is in a mess...& u wanna leave it till monday?????? tried convincing him 2 finish d job b4 we go hm...again...his stubborness got d better of him...BANG! went d room door...& off we were 2 lunch at tepian terbaru...sms veno on d way...told her wat happen...told her 2 convince alaga 2 return & finish d job...no avail...he didn't bring his hp out...i was oledi getting fed up wof his "tidak apa" & "dat's my room" attitude...so wat if he is d head of d prefects room??? dat room is oso mine & d other prefects...SO, with ot without alaga...i was going bck there after lunch 2 complete d job...& here we go again...he juz refuse 2 hand me room keys...saying it was his problem & nt mind...after sum continued pestering...he finally relented...& i was handed d keys...headed back 2 complete d job after lunch...dis time...ALONE...alaga went home...by d time i cleanned up his mess & arranged sum stuff back...it was 3.25...returned d stuff bck 2 pak mat & headed hm...where i m now blogging...no offence 2 alaga...but i am displease wif his work attitude...he kept saying d floor will dry by monday...SAF would hv said..."yes it will lad, but d floor will be all soapy & u hv 2 clean it again"...furthermore...wat will happen between now & monday is unknown...sumthing might happen 2 d floor...who noes wat??? anyway...got bck hm...mum was nt in...saw a note...OMG...she's in singapore...so, i'll be all alone 2nite...well stomach's rummbling...gotta head 4 d kitchens 2 wipe up sumthing 2 eat...will it be baked rice or burgers??? anyway...dat's all 4 now...cheerio!!!
Friday, January 9, 2009
dis week prt 2...
4 dis post, i'm gonna write bout my other part of dis week...well actually nt dis week...i'm gonna start frm d lst week of d holidays...since d last week of holidays...i hv been feeling kinda weird...how do i describe it? sad, depressed, lost & uncertain...why? i dunno...dis despite d fact dat i actually lay on my bed on tuesday nite thinking bout d reasons...cmae up wif a few...dis year is STPM year, lot's of prefect & interact work, gotta start doing hsework, going back 2 sch...BUT...in d END... i wiped them all away...those were nt d reasons...i actually dun mind d prefect & interact heavy burden & workloads(kinda enjoys them)...hsework dun bother me(helps me lose sum weight)...by working hard, STPM will nt seem so tough & going bck 2 sch is juz normal...so wat made me feel weird???? IT WAS HER... since sch started...i hv being trying 2 find ways 2 cheer myself up & made d feeling go away...i tried cheering myself up by teeling myself dat i m in my senior year...i can "bully" sum juniors...sadly, d feeling oni lasted 4 awhile...1stly, i dun enjoy bullying ppl...disturbing yes...but not bully...being able 2 order my juniors is nothing...it is my duty as a senior 2 address d juniors if they r wrong...i had 2 put up a happy face in front of my frens in sch...i tried making myself look cheerfull & happy...but deep dwn inside my heart...i wasn't feeling gd at all...met amirul afham on monday affternoon...he was bck 4 d holidays frm matriculation...& he is nt my best fren 4 nothing...after a gew minutes of chatting, he could sense dat i was not my usual self...sumthing none of my frens in EC could detect(no offens)...well him being my best fren...i duly told him why...talking 2 him sorta made me feel better...4 awhile at least...d feeling was soooo BAD dat i turned of d tv while watching Football Focus on tuesday...a program dat i normaly enjoys...i found myself unable to enjoy d normaly funny, good & intresting banter among d 5 pundits...even wen i was warching Heroes on thursday...i knew i wasn't enjoying d show...oni didn't turned it of bcos if i did, i would hv 2 watch it on9...d worst was 2day...juz after dinnner...i uninstalled Football Manager...yep dat's rite...dunno why but i suddenly had d feeling dat i didn't wanna play d game anymore till after STPM(resh...got ntg 2 do wif wat u said)...i actually stalled at d uninstall button 4 10mins...i mean dis is a game dat means a whole lot 2 me...it's part of my life...!!! but i did it anyway...dun regret it though...nid 2...cos wen i reinstall d game on d same com...d data will still be there...but dat's nt d main point...so 4 now...i will not be playing FM...not sure how long be4 i get cold turkey...i'm hoping it will last till d end of d year...oso, my life after STPM as left me wondering...taking econs, i am considering trying 2 further my studies 2 d LONDON SCHOOL of ECONOMICS...it's 1 of d best economic university in d world...BUT 4 me 2 achieve dat dream...i will need excellence in my STPM...sigh...pondering over my future has oso left me in a state of unknown...i wonder if i will end up being a NOBODY, who has 2 depend on other ppl...or a SOMEONE who can count on himself & help others...hmm...it's getting late...going 2 hit d sack...hopefully i'll be more vibrant d nxt time i post...cheerio!!!
dis week...
well...it's time 4 anotha post again...dis week is important...why? coz it's d 1st week of sch...monday, 5th of Jan 2009 was d 1st day...dis 1st day of sch was different frm any other of my 1st day of sch in my 12 yrs of schooling...4 d very 1st time...i will began d first d of sch as a prefect...which was kinda of weird at 1st given dat i hv never like d prefect life & dat i always start d 1st day of sch as a normal student...dis year...i will be in my senior year...which is kinda important as lot's of juniors will look up 2 me & thus i hv 2 show them my best...oso, dis will deffinately be my last yr in sch...no matter wat happens...i will never go 2 sch again...wored a blazer 4 d 1st time in my life on monday...felt kinda good wearing it as it somehow made me feel & look important...d bad side of it is dat i felt a little hot at 1st...luckly d hot feeling left after a while...soon i was getting use & comfortable wearing d blazer...so much so dat i wear it everyday at sch...dis year, i will be sitting 4 STPM...one of d toughest exams in d world...d subkects dat i'll be taking r economy, bm, history & social studies...of d 4, i think bm & social studies is gonna be tough...minus d 60 objective q...there r lots of writting 2 be done...essays 4 both papers, graph drawing & analysing 4 social studies & summary & structural corrections 4 bm...sigh, wat do do? hv 2 work hard....i actually found myself paying full attention in class & was copying notes...dis is sumthing i haven't done since f4 till i got 2 lower 6...i found myself asking myself if dis would juz be 4 d 1st few months...after sum serious thinking...i told myself dat dis has 2 last till d end of STPM...no more fooling around...i cnt afford to fool around anymore...anyway, d week flew by without any significant incidents...apart frm kishel causing an earthquake wen she fell frm her chair & dat i m d oni chinese boy in my class now...sigh...my teachers r ok...minus mr.mohan...whom i find his style of teaching(reading notes) boring...i find d other quite up 2 my liking...mr yong, ,y form teach who teaches me both econs(mikro & makro) is has d word "dun mess wif me" look on his face...damn serious & semangat...but kinda good wif his jokes 2 & likes 2 call himself "sir"...pn.haslin...my muet teacher...another one whom u dun wanna mess wif...but very gd wif her jokes...a very open minded person she is too...mr.zaky...asian history...nothing much bout him apart frm d fact dat he's quite d busy man...my b.m teacher(4got her name)...another semangat one...wants us all 2 get A1 4 bm...both my social studies teachers(oso 4got their names) r quite gd & likeble...think i will enjoy their classes...well dat's all 4 now...till nxt time(nxt blog)...cheerio!!!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
wat it means wen sch STARTS...
well, wat does it mean?? 4 ur info...dis post is all bout d HAPPY things 2 look 4ward 2 wen sch starts...well, wen sch starts...dis means seeing ur frens everday...4 me...it will be more den dat...d thing of last year...where me & my mates will lepak at food stalls juz a minute frm my sch will return once again...dis year won't be as frequent as last year though...due 2 STPM...more time must be allocated 2 studies...hanging out at CS on fri affternoon...going KFC...havocking in sch...7 lots more...well dat's all 4 dis short post...!
4 Jan 2008, 11:59 p.m., Sunday...
1 second after d time above, d date will change 2 5 Jan 2008, Monday...which means...d 1st DAY OF SCHOOL...which oso means...it's time 2 let all d fun & joy of d 2 month long holiday spirit go & lay it 2 rest till nxt Dec09...sigh...wen school starts, not oni will i be busy studying & preparing 4 my STPM...which looks like i will be going 2 WAR...i will oso be busy handling prefects & interact club duties...4prefects, as treasurer, i will be busy handling $$$...be it collecting, handing out...etc...it will be a job fill wif HUGE responsibility...hv 2 make sure nt a SINGLE cent goes missing...as i write, oledi in my head i am thinking of wat 2 do 2 make my job easier & avoide less problems...oso, there r duties 2 be done...morning & recess...not forgeting special occassions in sch where we prefects r handed d duty of organising & handling it...as 4 interact club...i will be busy wif d ZOO project & d SPASTIC SALE...4 d zoo thingy...i oledi done sum work on it during d holidays...nw all i nid is a letter 2 be signed by d club teacher & sch's headmaster...den i can submit 2 d zoo authorities & den i can began making preparations 4 our event...4 d spastic day thingy...i am still lost & at odds as to wat we should do on dat day? do we do a last year & start up a games stall? or do we do sumthing different...which is wat i hv in mind...d thing is wat 2 do? sell stuff?...sigh...ideas pls ppl...haha...anyway...even though sch start edi...me normal activities cnt be forsaken...must watch Heroes every thurs...must watch MU matches...must play FM...must play bsktball in d evening wen got time...& of cos must EAT!! hahahax...oh, & nw wif me maid gone hm...i hv 2 help me mum 2 do hse chores...mopping d floor...wash clothes...hang & fold them...wash sch shoes & tie...& many more...sigh...well, i guess dat's all 4 nw...as i end...d sad & crestfallen feeling still lingers in my heart...well, lets hope dat going bck 2 sch will CURE it...cheerio!!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
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