Entrapped.Unstable.Ghostly.Enslaved.Nervy.Empty...EUGENE

sigh...m blogging again...dunno why though...wish i knew...darn it matez...feeling EUGENE rite now...

1) Entrapped...
m feeling ENTRAPPED...me feels like i'm trapped in something, somewhere, someone...voices around me r telling me 2 get out...BUT...me heart juz keep saying NO...it's telling me : "hey mate, now, there's absolutly NO reason why u should get out...STAY mate"...so there u go, i juz keep staying refusing to budge...

2) Unstable...
yup, feeling VERY UNSTABLE right now...feels as i will break down anytime...juz thinking of HER, makes me go blank inside...mind becomes empty, concentration level goes 2 ZERO...focus drops 2 level ZERO...won't be surprise if i meet wif an accident...

3) Ghostly...
GHOSTLY...now why would i feel dat way??? nowadays, i feel as if i juz wanna be alone...sitting in a corner ALL ALONE...deviod of all the noises, frens & etc...might juz do the trick though...might give me ample time to think....

4) Enslaved...
feels like i'm being ENSLAVED by HER...SHE keeps appearing in my mind...keeps occupying my heart...taking full control of me...sigh...

5) Nervy...
feeling NERVY, everytime i try 2 call or sms her...wad am i 2 do mate...hands start 2 shake wen i wanna call or sms her...

6) Empty...
me heart is feeling EMPTY...very EMPTY...meaningless...boring...full of sadness...need fiiling up BUT i dun noe hw or wad 2 fill...

sigh...dat's wat i m feeling rite nw...cheerio!!