Thursday, February 4, 2010

d story...after 5 long months...so far...

ever wonder wat it feels lyk 2 be dead? nt bcos u were being murdered or other stuff dat leads 2 death...NO, d other death...d one where u feel restless, tired, low in energy, helpless & etc...d list juz goes on & on...u feel juz lyk a DEAD PERSON...bt den after a long while u recieved a huge jolt of energy or something equalivent...& den u start 2 roar bck into life...working tiredless & endlessly...churning out whole lots of good stuff...well, dis is d same situation dat my blog was in...DEAD 5 MONTHS AGO...ALIVE 5 MONTHS LATER...cnt excatly remember 19th August 2009...d last time i blog...was a crap one...2day, it will mark d return off my blog...hopefully...well, given d long space absent time...dis is gona be a hell of a long hellish post...so, we'll break it into parts...

PART 1...
TITLE: LIFE B4 STPM (D FINAL BATTLE)
MOOD: SOMBER, SCARED, ANXIOUS, ETC
SONGS PLAYING IN MY HEAD: NONE...

well lets see den...exam trials, farewell parties, AGMs, lepaking, tuitions, studying & many more takes center stage in dis part...1stly, i had my STPM trials...turned out OKAY i guess...1 B & 3 C's...pretty bad if u ask anyone including me(dunno why i said it was OKAY)...had sum help particulary in m'sian & asian history...Raj gave me d qs 2 days b4 d exam...turned out exactly as he told me...still i only scored C 4 history(did badly 4 world & islamic history)...scored a B in my BM...shocker...real shocker...even beat Datuk Seri Zul...had a few farewell parties to attend 2 as well, interact club, prefect's, kontak club, PBSM...turns out i oni went 4 2...interact & prefect's...can't miss those 2...was simply surperb...well actually d interact club one was...had a barbecue party at Mao Fong's apartment...loads of fun dat one...food was aplenty(to d delight of Resh)...really enjoted ourselves dat nite...


Reah doing his "stunts"


food...yum...


Resh...where d good food is, Resh is there...


Bryan Yong d new club presi...


finally...a pic of me...EATING...


d guys...wif more "stunts"...again...

really miss being in d interact club...which oso reminds me dat we oso had our IU day at Dewan SKI...it was d 2nd IU day in my life...never had one in Perling...d theme was Quantum Leap...i must say dat all d members did a GOOD JOB...certainly made Resh & d teacher advisor proud...sketch was good as well...august was oso d month where i officialy left my post as Tresurer of d Prefectorial Board in EC...sobs...will never 4get d experince...having unlimited power of students...VIP excess & treatment to certain areas & events...etc...handed over my post to a indian gal...cnt remember her name...though i well & trully remember d vice treasurer's name...d malay guy who takes d same van as me to sch...Mao Fong gt a post 2 ...UP6...bound 2 give him more white hair(joke)...had many sweet, sour, bitter, spicy & salty moments as a prefect in EC...i remember Amirul always trying to be as hard but lovable, Raj constantly taking d indian prefects into his own hands(he said d word F**K a few time during breifing), d shouts of Alex, Veno continue absence(yet she always manages to be up 2 date), me sweating lyk hell on Monday's assembly...as Raj said...d reign is over...


Raj...his last post as tim.capt


definately d last walk of FAME...


prefects AGM...me sitting at d right hand end...

despite d exams nearing d corner...i still found time to lepak wif my frens...went 4 futsal rite after d trials...had McD later...remember dat one 4 Raj & Resh going straight 2 tuiton after futsal...changing into another shirt...went 4 curry mee after one day wif Raj, Resh & Guppy(burung)...will remember dat day 4 Resh bringing a Barcadi Apple filled wif plain water inside...fooled ever one...even got Kishel & Naga 2 sneek out of sch to go buy one...Tashving gt really drunked dat day...haha...i think his bro went & pick him up...


Us...eating at d mee shop...hair looks lyk shit...


d famous mice in Raj's class...was saved frm an experiment 4 being too small...


d famous Johor Curry Mee...2 forks & 2 chopsticks...4 spoons...4 curry mee...


PART 2...
TITLE: STPM (IT'S WAR TIME...)
MOOD: BUSY, ANXIOUS, NERVOUS, FIESTY...BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
MUSIC: WAR MUSIC...i guess...

load up ur weapons: Pencils: 2B, 3B, mechnical...Rubbers: black, white, elastic hard , soft...Rulers: long, short, transparent, wooden...Pens: blue, black, red, gel, ballpoint...YEP, IT WAR...A REAL HELL OF A WAR...NOT COUNTRY V.S COUNTRY NOR SUM SCENE FRM A WAR GAME...IT'S YJ V.S STPM...24TH Nov 2009...d 1st paper...10th Dec 2009...d last paper...did all my papers d best i could...gave it my best...hopefully all my efforts will pay off...sigh...BUT...one things 4 SURE...if u're gona take STPM...go 2 OMEGA 4 tuition...& if possible try looking 4 good tuition teachers...ps: econ students go look 4 mr.ng...WHY??? cos their tips r spot on(99%)...cnt say further...bt trust me...

PART 3...
TITLE: AFTER STPM (LET'S GET READY 2 RUMBLE & PLAY)
MOOD: JOY, RELIEF, HAPPINESS, SHOCK...
MUSIC: LOT'S OF 'EM...

i remember d last day of my exams as clearly as anyone else would of their last day...i was at home playing GOD OF WAR 2...it was nite time...well, pretty common 4 most ppl...bt d next day was certainly uncommon...while most of my frens were busy partying, going 4 movies...etc, i was out as well...BUT...out JOB HUNTING wif Guppy...went 2 GAINT...rejected...JUSCO...filled up d forms...NANDOS...work part time 4 a month den promote 2 full time...den, JUSCO called...interview...gt d job...cashier...WOW...dat was lyk damn fast...SUPER HAPPY & SHOCKED at d same time...called my frens Zhi Xiong & Shun Qian...oso went job hunting bt to no avail...invited them 2 join me at JUSCO...more frens d merrier...went to KL on d 18th...wif Shun Qian, Kok Yuan & MJ...had real fun travelling around KL(nt dat i haven't been there b4...) KL Pavilion struck me as one of d best malls in KL...7 star restuarnts rite in d middle of d mall...open air as well...u can see d chef cooking & preparing his food...tossing, turning, chopping...there was even a live band busking on d 5th floor...watch James Cameron Avatar at Sunway Pyramid...3D of coz...superb movie dat one...xcept 4 d 3D graphics...took off d glasses & i saw no difference 2 d screen...d oni 3D experince i felt was wen d little cotten bub like leaves were falling dwn...went 2 Sunway Lagoon as well...wasn't a great place 2 hangout apart frm d Scream Park...really shows u d difference frm locally trained ppl 2 U.S trained ppl...those guys there were specially trained frm d Scream Park School USA...super scary feelling...went in there 6 times...stayed at Suns Inns...pretty samll place...had Astro though...watched sum football matches & Raw late at nite...slept at 4 in both nites...


d KL Pavillion at night...



beautiful Christmas deco's...



EPI Center...a place 4 all APPLE Products...a must go place 4 me...lol...



a must watch MOVIE...


PART 4...
TITLE: MY I-POD (AN APPLE A DAY KEEPS WINDOWS AWAY)
MOOD: HEADACHE, CRAZY, FLUSTTER...
SONG: LOADS OF 'EM TO GET ME CRAZY...

AN APPLE A DAY KEEPS WINDOWS AWAY...how very true dat statement is...downloading songs into my i-pod was one of my activities after STPM...b4 i sat 4 my exams, i oni had a mere 400+ songs...determine to make up all d avalible space, i thus began d GREAT LONG JOURNEY...DOWNLOADING SONGS...problems popped up instantly...wat song 2 download? which artist? is d song nice? worth listening? more importantly...WHERE 2 DOWNLOAD??? it finally struck me dat i could use LIMEWIRE...FAST, EASY & SIMPLE...problems popped up again...I NEVER GOT D HANG OF USING LIMEWIRE...still, i gave it another try or another chance...guess wat? dis time IT WORKED!!! i finally figured out wat went wrong d last few time i gave LIMEWIRE a shot...to be honest...d downloading den became a mere simplicity...breaking benjamin new album was dwnloaded, as so was carrie underwood, red jumpsuit apparatus, boys like girls, blake lewis, kris allen, adam lambert, faber drive & so on...d list was endless...by d second day, my i-pod info read 1068 songs, 7.1/8GB...wow...thus i began 2 clear out unwanted songs...mostly old songs dat has no meaning to me anymore...i even downloaded WWE Pay Per View Theme songs(how lame)...& d aftermath/end result??? here r some songs worth listening...

1) Breaking Benjamin's Without You


2) Breaking Benjamin's What Lies Beneath


3) Westlife's The Diffrence


4) Westlife's Sound Of A Broken Heart


5) Boys Like Girls's Chemicals Collide


6) After Midnight Project's The Criminal



PART 5...
TITLE: FRENS...LOADS...
MOOD: HMM...INTRESTING...
MUSIC: ALL KINDS...

VENUE: POOL AREA OF HOTEL SELESA
DATE: SUNDAY
TIME: AFTERNOON
WEATHER: BREEZY

YJ: mate, we should do sumthing after our STPM...sumting big...
RAJ: yep, we should...
YJ: apelagi, movie lah...CS...
RAJ: movie...cha, think of sumthing betterlah...clubbing ke...
ALAGA: after STPM, can lepak d whole day...
RAJ: as if ur mum will let u keluar d whole day...later say 3 o'clock must go bck...
YJ: so wat u wanna do lah?
RAJ: tell u wat, after STPM, we go book a hotel in town 4 a nite...morning, futsal at CP...den ltr bath, makan & movie...lepak at CS 4 awhile...nite, makan den go clubbing...till pagi...go bck hotel sleep 4 a few hrs oni..1 or 2...
YJ & ALAGA: can...after STPM, wat oso can...

well, dat was a scene after d EC Prefects Farewell...me Raj & Alaga discussing & planing wat 2 do after d exams...well, juz so u noe...non of them ever materilase...there were many broken promises along d way...among those d futsal game on d 31st dec...our team against Eu Wei's team at CP...turns out, oni Raj was present frm our group...he had to get replacements frm elsewhere as d court a\was oredi booked by us...fely real bad nt being able to play...not being able to give my mate a helping hand...dorai, resh, me & guppy all had work...as for alaga...dun mention...no job but no show frm him...must be spending time wif his gf...in truth, all of us betreyed ourselves...those promises dat we would actually hang out after d exams were not kept...thrown away like rubbish...i guess d greed for $$$ took over us..me, guppy, raj & dorai all found jobs rite after our exams...with me, guppy & dorai starting work as early as dec...oni raj started in jan...anyway, i still think we will hang out again...no doubts about it...fell guilty thou as i did hanged out wif my other gang...me chinese frens...we went to KL...those times should have been dedicated or spended wif raj & co...hope my frens are enjoying a good time working...& hope we will do well in our exams as well...must go to Tepian Terbaru again sumday...miss Mak's cooking...Nasi Goreng Kampung Ayam wif Telur Mata Lembu & Sup Panas wif a complementry free drink...oso miss d days wen we would go eat at Analagshmi or at Bindu's...or d time wen raj & resh would spend their time wif me in CS whiloe i wait 4 my tuition to start at 4.30...so far, oni zhi xiong & shun qian came looking 4 me at work...thks guys...really aprreciate ur visit...as i write dis, my mind wanders far away 2 London & Russia where akmal & syahir r studying...hope u guys r doing great there...as 4 fuad, hope u get 2 go 2 Australia...i'm sure u'll be eligeble 2 go there...wif ur good results & all...as for Amirul...when r we both gona go 2 UK 2gether? among my many frens, i guess u r my best...still remember d stuff we did in form 5...

PART 6...
TITLE: HER
MOOD: UNABLE TO EXPLAIN
SONG: DUN THINK THERE R ANY...

hmm..i really dunno why part 6 is about her...i really dun...wanted to write about MU or sumthing else but i juz can't...for those who noe HER...u'll understand...those who dun...dun think u should ask...juz let urself be blur...it's been hell of a long 2 years since we met...have been going on 2 her frcbk page 4 awhile nw...dun seem 2 see anything new...apart frm post & FFS...sigh...i noe raj & resh told me 2 4get bout her...but man...i'm finding it tough...i heard sum ppl say dat went u start wrking, u'll probably find sum one better...dun think it's true though...i mean, yeah there r many beauties where i work...chinese, malay & indians...really enjoy their company...but it doesn't get her off my head...i think she's probably nailed 2 my head or sumthing...well, guess i'm lyk raj...unable 2 4get bout our own her...think she's ending her course soon...will i get 2 see her face 2 face again? damn...my heart & head juz keeps getting dizzy thinking of her...think i'm going be lyk raj...watching in slient...thinking in slient...dreaming in slient...really dunno wat else to write...

PART 7..
TITLE: WORKING PLACE (JUSCO)
MOOD: LAUGHTER, FUN, TIRED...
SONGS: MANY...

JUSCO Bukit Indah is d place i wrk...started wrking on d 21st of dec...making more den a month i hv ben wrking...to honest...wrking as a cashier is tiring,...yet at d same time, i'm constantly learning new things...made many new frens there as well, nabilah, fahimah, fatin, izyan, sim yuan, azwin, bidayu, kartik(nt d EC's one), satish(again nt d EC's one), navin, haziq, saifullah(reminds me of shafiq), ragu & many more...man, my newfound frens r great...i've gt guppy & zul,wrking there wif me as well...man does zul look cool in a blue uniform...one word, HANDSOME...guppy has a new hairstyle too...here, i really one to say a BIG THANK YOU 2 Nabilah & Fahimah 4 always sending me home wen we work late till 11...i am really sorry if i have troubled u girls...BUT REST ASURE I WILL REPAY U BCK...BIG TIME...I REALLY OWE U BIG TIME...oso,  i wanna take d opportunity 2 THANK Kak Ain 4 her help dat day...taking d trouble 2 call d customer...I OWE U KFC...REALY, I DO...my seniors r great to...i've got Kak Su whose a really cute lady wearing specs...got a great smile too...there's Kak Salwani whose another one wif a great smile...Kak Ain, another beauty whose been a great help, Kak Zura, beautiful & cute wens she's angry...Pn. Kalai, a lady wif loads of good jokes...noes how to make u laugh...always in a happy mood...she's having a great baby too...congratz...Kak Yati...real patiance & tolerent person...always busy though...packer 4 me twice...Kak Izyan...real naughty one...always fooling round wif Fildaus...Kak Dayang,...Sabahan wif a great Indon accent wen she speaks Bahasa...always busy as well...Abg Kharie...my "Bapa"...anotherone wif loads of jokes and intresting stories to tell...caring & kind too...Abg Idris...football fan...supports Chelsea...gets worked up sumtimes...Abg Sharul...always looking to flirt wif girls..good at futsal...got a "Ultraman" hair...Abg Hafizan...likes to flirt too...joker as well...good frens wif Mr. Alex...got a good hairstyle too...wrking really feels diffrent frm studying in scho...no pressure to do do homewrk, excel in exams...but pressure 2 deliver in terms of perfomance & work rate...rest assure, i'll give it my best & work hard...IT'S NOT FOR D PAY BUT FOR DA LOVE OF IT!!!

PART 8...
TITLE: D FUTURE...(A YEAR FRM NW)
MOOD: UNKNOWN
SONG: UNKNOWN

wat's gonna happen in d future??? in my dream...i can picture myself walking out of a lecture hall in NUS...heading to d canteen where Zhi Xiong & Shun Qian r oledi waiting...spending my weekends hanging wif frens...at libraries, malls, streetways...hostel rooms...downloading music, playing games or revising our subjects...well, if dat's all gona be true den i've gotta work hard towards dat...haven't signed up for d IPTA application form yet...so is d NTU one...gotta do it soon...Sunday perhaps? wan 2 study Bussiness...prefer 2 go 2 NUS...but i will need good results to get there...hopefully i will be able to...gotta really start planning for d future...leave it late & i'll regret...gotta find a balance between work & my future studies...can't keep on focusing on my work...my future studies is oso part of my work too...tryin to brush up on my cooking skills...kinda week rite nw...oni mananged to cook pasta & fried rice 2 prefection...burnt d baked rice...whiloe d brocolli & cauliflower soup turned out different den it should be...hmm..

well, dat's it guys...dis is d longest post i hv ever posted...sorry if d pics were sacre...didn't have enough pics...had 2 grab frm raj's & resh's blogs...man, still lots to do...lot's to see, lot's to experince & lot's to learn...but all in all i think my life's pretty okay rite nw...wif sum good things cming my way...but den again, "she" is getting farther & farther...hang on...life's nt quite okay...still got lots hanging in balanced...unanswered questions...LIFE SUCKS, LOVE SUCKS...

SIGNING OFF...willawonkscheeriomate...

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