....willawonks ppl...

lol...it's been LONG since i last blog...but me blog isn't dusty at all...i hv been logging on 2 check me messages at d cbox...bt, i did nt blog...why? cos i hv been EXTREMLY DOWN of late...certian things happened dat made me feel life is worthless...anyway, wat happened happened & there's ntg i can do bout it xcept 4 picking meself up again & move on...there's 1 particular incident dat left me all broken, disraught...i felt like i was left alone in a dark place, with no one 2 lean on or talk 2...i will nt talk bout dat incident however as i dun feel like talking bout it...anywy, lot's happen since me lst post...raj b'day, man-u lifting d carling cup, van de sar's run of clean-sheets ended, me 1st test ended...2 weeks ago, i had me 1st test of d year...hw did i do? well, in me opinion, it could hv & should've been BETTER...dis comes after consulting teacher bout me mistakes...1st econs, really pains me heart thinking bout dat paper...dat paper was a dead set A 4 me...oni dat i blew it...on me makro paper dat is...scored a 60 4 me mikro...bt due 2 a HUGE silly mistake made by me, i scored oni 10...shit! made a mistake on d formula...dun wan 2 dwell on it...nxt P.A...hmm...didn't do so well 4 d paper 1...nid 2 put in more effort...4 paper 2, scored 11/25...pretty bad at 1st glance, bt after consulting teacher on me mistakes...was surprise 2 hear dat she said me essay 4 GOOD...oni dat i had less ideas & wrote 2 much on d huraian/explaniation...siad me ideas was good, as it hit d jackpot & me huraians were good 2...oni 2 much...should hv more ideas...will improve nxt time...scored a 21/25 4 history...paper 1...was pretty happy & surprise...however scored oni 11/25 4 d paper 2...was actually expecting a better score 4 paper 2 den paper 1...hmm...maybe me points hit d jackpot 4 paper 1 bt nt paper 2...did okay 4 muet...gt band 4...teach said me essay had gd points, bt me explanation was a little out of place...sentence structure was good...as 4 B.M...i scored a 40...sigh...dat's d one dat's making me worry...unlike d rest of d papers, where i lost points due 2 mistakes or lack of huraian...i totaly flop 4 B.M...i couldn't answer shit...left many blanks...really worried man...cracking me head tryina figure out how 2 score...sigh...so overall, i scored 2 B, 2 C's & a fail 4 econs...sigh, must work doublely HARD if i am 2 score 4A's...moving on...me fren raj's b'day was last wed...threw a small party 4 dat fella...ordered some pizza's...resh bout him a huge card which we all signed...i gave hm a card as well...personally made mine...was suppose 2 get hm a snowcap...but resh said no nid as we would be buying hm pizza's instead of presents as d card he bought was wet...LIAR...came 2 sch on wed 2 fine d card in perfect condition...WTH man??!! 1st u said d card was wet due 2 d rain & den it's fine on wed...this resulting me in nt buying hm d snowcap as i would be chipping on d pizza's...relax resh, nt mad a t u...juz wanna include 4 fun...haha...anywy, i made hm a card, so dat's okay...

hmm...guess dat's it den...cheerio...& willawonks mates!!!